It didn't take long for my period to show up post IVF this time.
At least I didn't work yesterday or I would have had no choice but to call in sick.
I soaked through five tampons in six hours.
Enough said.
Thank goodness for my BFFs oxycontin, valium, and prescription ibuprofen.
Today I felt somewhat better, but still pretty crappy.
Tonight we had an awards dinner for my Husband's work.
We got there a little early and found a place to sit.
Soon enough our table filled up.
And of course a 9 months pregnant lady ended up sitting right next to me.
And rubbed her belly through most of the evening.
And one of Hubby's coworkers dumped his week old baby in my arms.
Pretty sure if anyone asked when we would have kids, I would have lost it.
I'm so hurt and lost right now.
Still reading blogs but not commenting.
I don't know what do do with myself since we're benched for at least 2 years.
Just so much sadness in our life.
And we move in less than a month.
5 comments:
That awards dinner sounds so hard! hang in there.
I'm so sorry sweetie, that had to be very hard to go through. I know there is nothing I can say to make you feel better but I am thinking of you.
I am so sorry. Just sending you a big ole cyber hug...
deep sigh! That is incredible. A nine month pregnant women and a week old baby! It is like a bad joke! but so not funny! So sorry! :(
hugs
I've been thinking about you a lot lately and hope you are doing okay. *hug*
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