Kick My Uterus Some More

It didn't take long for my period to show up post IVF this time.

At least I didn't work yesterday or I would have had no choice but to call in sick.

I soaked through five tampons in six hours.

Enough said.

Thank goodness for my BFFs oxycontin, valium, and prescription ibuprofen.

Today I felt somewhat better, but still pretty crappy.

Tonight we had an awards dinner for my Husband's work.

We got there a little early and found a place to sit.

Soon enough our table filled up.

And of course a 9 months pregnant lady ended up sitting right next to me.

And rubbed her belly through most of the evening.

And one of Hubby's coworkers dumped his week old baby in my arms.

Pretty sure if anyone asked when we would have kids, I would have lost it.

I'm so hurt and lost right now.

Still reading blogs but not commenting.

I don't know what do do with myself since we're benched for at least 2 years.

Just so much sadness in our life.

And we move in less than a month.