A year ago was the absolute worst day of my life. Losing our baby by ectopic was completely devastating. The only thing positive to come from our sorrow was the hope I may be able to get pregnant again. And here we are a year later...six months pregnant with a beautiful baby girl. The past month has been a struggle as we passed each of the milestones from our pregnancy last year. The first beta...second beta...first ultrasound...first hearing it may be ectopic...and now today. I can't help but think we should have a four and a half month old. But then I look at where our life is right now and things have actually worked out really well. Losing our baby has made us treasure this one even more. I haven't taken this pregnancy for granted. Everytime I feel her kick I stop what I'm doing to acknowledge her. I still look at my growing belly in complete awe. Only three months to go before we meet our sweet baby and I know her little angel sibling will always be watching over her.
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