Impatiently waiting for my period to show up. I finished my two weeks of birth control. I actually stopped it a day early on Friday hoping to get things going quicker. The clinic is closed Friday for the holiday and I really don't want to deal with trying to get in to the walk-in clinic for my baseline monitoring. I had a few hints of cramping yesterday, so hoping!
My stress and anxiety have been not so great lately. I think I'm just fearful of things not going well. And of course the horrible miscarriage nightmares are certainly not helping. It's pretty awful waking up from one of those in a cold sweat and having heart palpitations. I've been trying to keep myself occupied to keep my mind from wandering. I've also come pretty close to the end of having things to research. When you've been doing IVF for as long as I have it is possible to finally have researched 'enough'. I'm sure that's contributing to my stress. All I can do anymore is wait and hope and pray things are finally going to work out.
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